Excuse me doctor, do you have minute? I seem to have misplaced my motherfucking mind.
Somewhere between Clinton and Fulton, I fell off of the train of functionality and into the abyss. Tripped on a little pebble and fell into the tracks. Commuting between sanity and insanity, Shit I think I missed my stop. Thought I was holding it together but couldn’t hold it down. Express line to emotional obliteration, got off ground zero. Excuse me sir do you know where I am going? Sorry to bother you ma’am, but I am so fucking lost.
You were a slap in the face, cold water while sleeping, a flashlight in the eyes at 4 am. You brought out the best in me, the parts I most proud of and want to hold on to. You rearranged me. Not on purpose, but resulting in purpose. You helped me decide who I wanted to be and for that I say thank you. I think the most important thing in relationships (of any variety) is that person as a moral compass, that guides you back to your original truth. you were one hell of a compass, I really fucked with your original truth.
You are driving me insane. But you are also my sanity.
We share the same values. But have difficulty sharing the same continent. Exponentially different but coming back to the same root. Your intercontinental dispersal is causing me aortic plate tectonics. This long distance love is pulling my heart in two (hundred) different directions. Mama, I just wanna go home.